e.mer.gen.cy.

i miss the sun terribly. i miss it. miss miss miss it. and it’s been proven several times before that winter causes depressions, and it’s the season where people usually have breakdowns, bad moods, etc. and i don’t doubt it. everybody seems so weak and depressed lately, so much that it even affects the people who aren’t. which means everybody is pretty much fucked. please winter, if you can hear me, i’m asking you to go away, i’ve been enduring you long enough, and i want summer, or spring at least. i wanna be able to put my coat away, i wanna be able to feel the sun on my skin, i wanna be able to go to the beach, i wanna be able to swim outside, i wanna be able to take photographs outside without my hands dying.

although today's weather was fairly nice word is it might snow tomorrow so ehh :/ New England weather gives me whiplash.

my body is so confused.
I'm listening to emergency by paramore. this song always gets to me. so glad this week is over Friday was an unbelievably stress filled day but somehow with the power in me i got through school, altered and finished 3 dresses, a fashion show, and a play and i am so glad its over.

i didn't really dress up this weekend because i was in a costume 90% of the time and the one time i dressed up i didn't take any pictures sorry ://


[[Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive.]]