rain, rain go away.

hello there, so someone please explain to me what is going on with the weather. for being july this is quite alot of rain. right now i am spending my july 4th week at a beachhouse in new hampshire. i arrived here yesturday afternoon. it truly is beautiful, calming, and relaxing. the place is just absolutely goregous. but my goal of watching the sunrise was replaced with powerful rain showers. so much for staying up till 7am. hmm let's see i jumped into the jacuzzi today to relax. might go back in after 12am hmm we'll see. kinda pissed cause i was really looking forward to a long week of tanning but with this weather it truly seems impossible. i guess i'll just have to wait until i leave to the dominican republic on the 11th. i am so excited to go because i will be staying at a really nice resort and i can finally begin to tan. today i found out that my little brother erased ALL of the songs off of my iTunes and iPod and left only one song (untouched by the veronicas) luckily its a song i really enjoy and i don't mind hearing it over and over haha but ugh i am so mad. luckily my new laptop comes in about 2 days so it gives me a chance for a fresh start and keep track of my music on my own personal computer. if you haven't noticed already i am just ranting about some of the things going on in my life. another subject thats been tumbling around my mind daily is: college. i am so nervous to begin college i am the type of person who usually has everything planned and is filled in with what's going on and for the first time in a long time i really have no clue what to do, how to do it, and when to do it. i just feel really out of place. but i know once september comes things will slowly begin to come together. :)